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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Days gone by
Friday, August 7, 2009
She loves me, She loves me not.
“I don’t know that many people that like to wash out their dirty linen in public like you do,” my friend would probably say when he reads this. But his concerns haven’t helped me much, else I wouldn’t be writing this.
I called up the poor fellow just last night to tell him about my brake up with yet another girl and all he could mutter was “Not again!” Maybe I have issues, maybe I do not. But before you judge me you should know this – love and all that mushy feeling that more often than not accompanies it, only turns your brain to eh, mush. Don’t get me wrong. I am not afraid to love, but for some reason I lack the necessary skill to deal with it I guess.
It’s a mere four lettered word but it is to a grown man what the boogey man is to kids. And we thought we were all grown. I hate to make excuses, but I believe someone other than me should be made responsible for why my heart skips every time a girl uses the word “love” in a sentence. The context in which she is using it is almost irrelevant as far I am concerned. It starts with how much she loves mangoes, or mineral water and then every time she mentions her annoying little dog, pooky, she reminds you of how much she loves him too. It’s a sign, but only a few of us are attentive enough to spot it. I knew there was trouble brewing, and it was only a matter of time before she likens me to pooky. I was so right.
She said the word.
On my drive home the night she first spoke those words, I kept asking myself, “Why do I have to respond with an “I love you too,” to an “I love you”?
You took a minute, pondered over it and still didn’t get an answer suitable enough for that question, right? I didn’t either.
I care for her, like her, yes. But I wasn’t so sure I was in love. “You wouldn’t be able to tell, even if love were like a pellet and struck you in the face” was all she said and right before she left me, angered, her heels digging into the ground as she stormed off.
Go ahead and call me a schmuck, see if I care. How many people say “I like you too” as a response to an “I love you,” huh? It might sound dumb but I was trying to be sincere. They are quick to point out that men were all liars. My friend Nike is nice enough to say “99% are. “ and here I am, trying to be good for once but somehow I still did bad.
I hate to say the obvious but… Chicks love lies!
If I had confessed love too, I probably would be planning a weekend with pooky, my girlfriend and a grey big elephant right about now. But I didn’t, and that was my crime.
Sometimes I am tempted to ask Do we say we love because it is culturally accepted, because it is politically correct or is it because we feel like the people we love were important parts of us? parts that needs be cherished, wholly and unconditionally?
I don’t know how it works for others but I like to look before i jump, because when I do, I know I am prepared to keep my head afloat no matter the circumstances.
Sweetie, if you are reading this, I hope you now understand that Love is a rather ambiguous word. If you loved me like you claimed, and love were true, and real, and relevant, and conquers all, then it should make no demands.(Now I am sounding like a girl)
Men, I like to think are like sweet potatoes, all hard from the outside. But you boil and stew em and the taste is… So if you love ‘em be not afraid of the challenges.
I am not blaming you. Guess I should blame the media or peer pressure or society or something but I am sure as hell not taking the wrap for this one either.
Babe! Do you love me, or do you love me not?
PS:
I don’t hate pooky. I just think he is annoying. Really annoying!
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Music Video: Lara George ft Lord of Ajasa - Run With You
Comments on the video would be appreciated but i think the editing was superb and it was really nice and refreshing to watch.... Enjoy watching
Lara George ft Lord of Ajasa - Run With You
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Studio 53 Interviews Banky W
FELA! Musical Coming To Broadway This Fall
The musical is directed and choreographed by Tony Award winner Bill T. Jones, and Fela Kuti is played by Sahr Ngaujah.
The musical will showcase and explore Fela's controversial life as artist, political activist and revolutionary musician. The show will feature numerous Fela Kuti songs, and promises to be a one in a lifetime experience. This is a must-see if you can.
For more info on the musical, showtimes, and ticket information, please visit http://www.felaoffbroadway.com/
Check out a couple of pics and a video promo below:
THOUGHTS FROM THE POET..
Put on the apparel of knowledge.
Turn off the light of stupidity,
And let the sun of wisdom shine down on you.
Do not wear the shoe size of stagnation,
Let your foot wear have the spirit of motion.
Do not look at the clock of the past,
Let your watch be tuned to the present,
And repair it if it doesn’t extend to tomorrow.
Let your eyes become the eye,
Not staring at the world,
But focusing at your world.
Do not talk if you are not sure,
For all talk but not all speak,
For all hear but not all listen.
As you wake up every morning,
And you realize you are still breathing,
And you do not know what to do,
Ask yourself, would I rather be dead or alive?
If it is the latter good for you.
If it is the former, see a pastor!
Artist Review: Rooftop MCs
With an album on the way "drunken master" you should know what to expect... Something extremely diffrenet form the rest. Just say with sean's entertainment and we would bring you info as the album unfolds. Here for your viewing pleasure a brand new video from the album featuring Tha Suspect Enjoy watching
Monday, August 3, 2009
Sound City Music Video Awards and the Winner is...
Best Male Video
• Naeto C – Kini Big Deal
Best Female Video
• TY Bello – Ekundayo
Best Choreography
• P-Square – Roll It
Best Special Effect Editing (Winner to be determined)
• Dipp – Dangerous
Best Cinematography
• Bigiano – Shayo
Best Hip Hop
• Str8buttah – Last Standing
Best R&B or Pop Video
• Darey - Not the girl
Best Duo/Group Video
• P-Square – Roll It
Best Collaboration in a Music Video
• Tuface Idibia ft. Sound Sultan – Enter The Place
Soundcity Viewers Choice
• Bigiano – Shayo
Soundcity Fresh Video (Winner to be determined)
• Steel – South African Girl
Discovery of the year
• Kel - Waa Wa Alright
Hit Producer of the Year (as used in a music video)
• “Suddenly” by D’banj (Don Jazzy)
African Video of the Year
• 340ML (Mozambique)
Best Video
• Tuface - Enter The Place
Photos would be posted as soon as post production is done... Keep it locked.